Sunday, November 28
I hate the feeling of losing...
It juz sucks totally,
And u gotta see ur opponent smiling away...
I wood much rather run my heart out, go all out till i get injured or watever then to watch my team lose...
And sadly...
Todae morning match my team lost the match....
2-3... god damn it...
Its been a long time since i played for a team and lost a match...
Been on the winning streak till now...
Played for AC (although im like one of the more cannot make it members), still won teams like the uni team of smu...
Played for my Echo Company in Army for the Tekong Cup challenge, and been winning all the way since i entered...
Now tis team with my sec sch mates, we lost narrowly...
And i noe todae i coodnt haf done much more than wat i displayed...
Haiz, its juz frustrating when u noe that u cood haf provided more to the team, but juz cos of fatigue or other reasons, juz cannot produce the results...
And my 1 goal, we lost... When we had the lead from 1st half 1-0 up...
Then 2-1 up to squander it all away...
Guess im juz low morale now...
And it doesnt help tat i offered to help my sect commander to take book in...
So i gotta reach Pasir Ris Mrt at 1800 hrs to gather the recs in...
Cant even chat online to brighten up...
Can some1 pls cheer me up.. Heez..
Jx
3:41 PM
