Sunday, October 10
Firstly i muz thank all who came visit my bloggie and wrote some nice or nasty comments... "Make it happening" like what my oc would haf said...
Anyway i come to realise tat writing a blog, make me do lots of self reflection... Penning down emotions and weeks activites actually make me think of how my life has juz went by... Maybe its cos i dun haf the habit of keeping a diary since young, i find tis change quite amazing and astonishing...
Hmmm, as i abt to finish my service to my nsf life (abt is the key word), i begin to wonder wat was my starting resolutions i had in serving the nation... Still remembering tat i tot tis was juz a break from studies, i could use some time to build my body, learn the guitar and get my license... But 2 yrs gone and things r still the same, or even worse...
Fuck!
So many of my other frens from jc haf sort of matured so much... Growing fitter and looking tanner, when they once so pui and unfit... Maybe its my vocation as a BMTC instructor that i feel so lag-jack... My fitness has drop so much since my jc soccer daes, no more nice smooth complexion in jc daes... Arghz...
Ha, i think i seem like a whiner, but i dun give a damn... Guess tis my blog, instead of bitching others i bitch myself.. Yeah... Maybe tis few last months i shall slack from duties and do some self-maintanance.... Ha, and to my ns-kakis reading tis, im gonna slack... so dun stop me! I guess i slaved enuff.... Enuff is the word...Enuff...
Jx
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